So, I hate to say it, but I am a very lucky girl. The last thing on earth I wanted was to be in a relationship, yet here I am. Last time I posted, I was very upset because I thought I couldn't be myself. Well, thank goodness for the art of communication. I talked to him and explained my concerns and it turns out everything was just a miscommunication from the beginning. That was a relief. So now things are ok. We are taking it day by day and going slow. I don't talk about our future or make plans further than two months down the road. We just take things as they come and hope for the best.
In a few days I will be traveling to see him since he lives 600 miles away. I will be spending ten days with him and I'm really looking forward to it. Hopefully everything will be wonderful and we can think about doing it again. Until then, I'm trying to take it slow.
In other news, I'm working on moving out of my parents house finally. Of course money is the biggest obstacle, but I'm hoping that with my tax return I can afford to get things started. I know I owe my parents quite a bit of money and plan on helping them out when I can, but my first priority is me. For now I'm content with my current situation, but that will have to change soon or I will lose my mind.
So the theme for today is slow down and enjoy things as they come. That has never been easy for me, but I'm willing to work on it and try my best to make things work. Let's see how this goes.
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