I had a parent teacher conference today for my kindergardener. She is not doing well in school. I have a feeling that it's all because of the divorce. She misses her dad more than I expected. I already worked out with him that I would take the girls to him this weekend. I think both of them need their dad for a little bit and I definitely need a break.
In other news, I meet with my lawyer tomorrow. I hope that she can help me and that it wont push my divorce date back. I can't stand being married to my ex any longer than I have to.
I have a boyfriend now. It's not a serious relationship yet but I really like him and for some odd reason he really likes me too. Neither of us are seeing anyone else, so we are pretty much exclusive. It's exciting dating again even if I'm only dating one guy. He knows my situation and is comfortable with it for now. We have a lot to work through if this relationship were to get serious. He hasn't met my kids and I don't think I'm ready for that yet either. I'm trying to take it slow and get to know him and let him get to know me. So far, we are pretty much on the same page. I hope he will stick around for a while.
As far as the depression thing goes, I'm definitely going through a rough patch. I feel like crying a lot lately. I'm not sure if it's because of my monthly gift that is causing me to be so sentimental or if it's my depression. Maybe it's a combination of both. Now that's scary, depression and PMS all rolled into one. I'm hoping that I can get through this period in one piece!
So to sum it up, my kids are acting up and misbehaving due to the divorce, my emotions are hitting rock bottom, and my dating life is healthy and happy. Well, one out three isn't bad.
Tomorrow is another day.
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