So, I almost contacted my ex, the one I wrote about last time. He isn't even that good in bed but I am getting so desperate for that physical connection that I was going to just throw myself back into that mess. Thank goodness I stopped myself because that would have just been a train wreck.
I honestly can't figure out why I'm so desperate for a man's attention. Maybe it's because I have no friends here. Maybe it's because I am trying to substitute a man for my happiness. I don't know. Whatever it is, I need to figure it out soon or I'll end up miserable again.
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