Moved On

So, two days after my last post on here, I lost my job.  Less than a week later I was on a plane to move back in with my parents.  I sold everything I had except for ten small boxes worth of clothes, books, toys and sentimental things.  Ten boxes to start over.  It's sad really.  I had a whole life over there and now I have to start from scratch in a new place with my kids in tow.  Everyone is having a hard time adjusting.  I don't even think I'm the one that is having the hardest time with it.  My oldest daughter is really struggling with school and with behavior.  I think I'm going to have to take her to see a child psychologist.  She has so much anger in her and I'm not sure where it came from.  Maybe the divorce, the bouncing back and forth, the lack of a stable environment?  Who knows.  She is my trouble child right now and I just hope I can get her comfortable and happy.

I have a new job now.  I work at Starbucks as a barista.  It pays barely above minimum wage but without a car payment or rent, I can live off of it.

I met a guy the second week I was here.  He was super cute and we flirted like crazy.  He warned me up front that he didn't want a relationship but I didn't listen.  I ended up totally crazy for him and he started pulling away.  Now he is gone and I feel stupid for trying to make something out of nothing.  I really liked him so it's been difficult getting over him.  I'm on two dating sites but the guys on there are not of a high quality so I'm trying other avenues to meet new people.

Ok, so I guess this wasn't that long of a post but I just don't have the attention right now to focus on what I want to say.  I'll post more later.