So I'm trying to figure out what is best for my depression medication wise. I don't quite feel balanced yet. When I'm on 200mg I lose my sex drive but I still get turned on. I hate that feeling of getting turned on but not being able to satisfy it. Also, I feel almost static when I'm on that much medication. It's like I have no functional feelings. I hate it. If I'm sad, I can't cry. If I'm angry, it comes out violently. If I'm happy, it's a mulled happy.
I tried going without Zoloft but that's the opposite extreme. I have too much sex drive. I cry even when I'm not sad, and I'm a docile anger. My emotions become a roller coaster but I can feel emotions.
This week I'm going to try and stick to 100mg and see where that goes. I have a mental health appointment next week so I'll update more then.
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