Monday, June 13, 2011

Zoloft

So I'm trying to figure out what is best for my depression medication wise.  I don't quite feel balanced yet.  When I'm on 200mg I lose my sex drive but I still get turned on.  I hate that feeling of getting turned on but not being able to satisfy it.  Also, I feel almost static when I'm on that much medication.  It's like I have no functional feelings.  I hate it.  If I'm sad, I can't cry.  If I'm angry, it comes out violently.  If I'm happy, it's a mulled happy.

I tried going without Zoloft but that's the opposite extreme.  I have too much sex drive.  I cry even when I'm not sad, and I'm a docile anger.  My emotions become a roller coaster but I can feel emotions.

This week I'm going to try and stick to 100mg and see where that goes.  I have a mental health appointment next week so I'll update more then.

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